Tuesday, December 25, 2012

HE' REMEMBERED...

Journal Entry: Christmas Day 2012




I finally hit my breaking point. 


Yesterday, December 24, 2012, in my own place of 'aloneness, hitting brick wall...after brick wall; I got frustrated,well no...let me keep this real, I got(respectfully) angry and said I just can't...I just can't any more...Lord.


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I already determined, like the biblical Elisha, after his epically failed 'text message' confrontation with Jezebel, I too would go AWOL, run away to a deserted place, and hope to die. Not so much physically...as I know better ...but never the less...I wanted this heart of HIS, now beating incessantly in me to just... 

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